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Awake At 4 AM

Fri Mar 27, 2009, 1:10 AM
  • Mood: Peaceful
  • Listening to: Explosions In The Sky-Your Hand In Mine
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: head games with myself
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
Ahow5 (Ashley) broke up with me. I woke up at 4 AM this morning. I had Explosions In The Sky playing to help me sleep. I don't know what to do. She says she loves me more than I love her. I know this isn't true, but she thinks she knows how I feel. I still love her to bits and I wish i could work this out. FUCK. This is really really really fucked up.
I wish i could just forget that i ever met her, then i could move on.
But at the same time i had such amazing times with her, i don't ever want to forget. I just want to show that I love her, even if it doesn't get her back to me. She doesn't know how much i really love her. Thanks for reading my whiny angst crap, I know it's unappealing to read, but I have to let it out.





"Our lives are forever changed, we'll never be the same" - The Smashing Pumpkins

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  • Current Residence: Naples Florida
  • Interests: music.
  • Favourite movie: Fargo, A Beautiful Mind
  • Favourite band or musician: The Crack Rock Steady Seven and all affiliates
  • Favourite genre of music: street punk, hardcore punk, Industrial, Grunge
  • Favourite artist: Salvador Dali, Andy Warhol
  • Favourite poet or writer: Franz Kafka, Fyodor Dostoeyevski
  • Favourite photographer: verybadman
  • Favourite style of art: Macabre, surreal, fractal
  • Operating System: ugh, Vista. Yay Debian!
  • MP3 player of choice: Why do you ask?
  • Wallpaper of choice: Black and white pics
  • Skin of choice: Human
  • Favourite cartoon character: Spengbab Skurpongs
  • Personal Quote: 'I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it.'
  • Tools of the Trade: My hands

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:iconglobetrotterkid1:
~globetrotterkid1 Jul 26, 2009, 1:56:28 PM
hey she kicked me aswell she accidentally did it :( she said she would fix it tomorrow :D

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~Thrashocutionist Jul 24, 2009, 5:30:31 PM
Its a variety artist!

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~Elenari Jul 25, 2009, 8:47:53 PM
wut

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*Wolfenion Apr 17, 2009, 3:55:34 PM
Nice gallery ^_^

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~BreaksAngel1 Dec 2, 2008, 5:06:24 PM
Its nice to see your profile again.

Tell me the names of those classic emo bands again?

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:iconwyvern-elavie:
~Wyvern-Elavie Oct 28, 2008, 4:51:06 PM
heyy. long time no talk.
since the fall of TEP, really.
i'll join your chat some time.

and argue as to why socialism sucks. X)
haha.

-feeling strangely nostalgic-

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~Ahow5 Aug 15, 2008, 2:27:33 PM
Hi. :3

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~BreaksAngel1 Aug 4, 2008, 6:36:07 PM
I aint got the money

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:iconelenari:
~Elenari Aug 7, 2008, 11:08:16 AM
BANANA HAMMOCKS

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despise / distrust / disobey / destroy / distrust / disloyal / disarm /
destroy / despise / dissect / deny / destroy / despise / distrust
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~BreaksAngel1 Aug 13, 2008, 2:38:57 PM
WHO SMOKES THE BLUNTS

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